I have a confession....I am going through a really hard time lately. My personal life is a little messy. My financial situation is a WRECK. Work is stressful. My boyfriend and I split, and the visitation schedule we have set up is KILLING me. I miss my daughter like you wouldn't believe...she's my world. I hate not having her in it every day. But in spite of all that, I am trying my hardest to fix it. I know that it isn't going to work out over night, but I am optimistic that it will work out evenutually. And I'm trying to stay that way. It's very hard. Especially right now, when I have to come home to an empty apartment every 2 days. There has been a lot of scrapbook therapy, though. I came up with this page a couple weeks ago:
I used my Who's Who January kit from
Studio Calico. I was just using up some scraps when this page was born. I'm really trying to remind myself that this feeling (hopefully) won't last forever. I just need to breathe and clear my head when I start stewing about it. The best thing I can do for my daughter right now is to stay positive and know that it won't change if I don't try.
Sorry about the mopey post! Hopefully I will be back later this week with some more scrappy pages. :)
I hope you have a wonderful day! It's nice outside here in IN. Maybe lunch in the shade outside is what I need today. :)
I hear you! But being real and being honest on your blog is a great thing. I hope you can keep digging deep for the positive side of things! Good luck.
ReplyDeleteI hope that things works out for you! Lovely layout, scrapbooking is really great therapy! Sometimes it is just great not to think too much..
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